3: Always temporary

As a photographer I feel as if I'm always looking for something new, something more. Do I find it? Yea, normally. Is it normally what I thought I was looking for, no. My visual imagination is always creating something, what? I am not sure. It is eager to expand, to see more, to create more. But sometimes, mentally, my buried lifestyle interrupts it and it becomes frozen. The electric flow is stopped and gets lost and I get stuck in a robotic lifestyle.